after one year in Singapore, the thought once again rose up from the deepest of my mind.
"do you want to be a national player?" good question from Zong Ren, a 19-year-old national player. yes, i DID. but it was years ago. as Mr. Lim said, in the sports arena, there is only one champion. but in academy, there could be a lot of top students. there are so many people in the national team, how are we gonna fight with other players? the worst thing is, if u couldn't be a good player in the team and you have neglected your studies, then what could you be in the future? moreover, if you couldn't be a good player, what you would be doing in the team would just be feeding the other players, you won't gain any benefit. that's what we call in cantonese: 炮灰。
i have cleared this thought from my mind for years but now what made me hesitate to answer? even though at last my answer was what i have insisted for years but my mind was really a mess. isn't it good also if i could be a Singapore national player? but hey remember, i am here to study, so maybe i should throw away this impractical dream?
nevermind, i still have 3 more years to think about this clearly and carefully. hopefully until then, this question will not be a question anymore.
*those who viewed my blogpost, i look forward to your valuable suggestions.
