27.7.13
This is Week 11, 3 more weeks to the end of Term 1.
Pretty much enjoying the uni life, except that it was not so much like the kind of uni life that I have been expecting. It was still more like JC rather than Uni. Hopefully next term things will be different.
Met some really awesome friends. Felt really blessed that I actually manage to have this kind of friends around me. They are willing to spend time with me and accept me. Some of them are even willing to spend extra time to teach me what I want to learn for eg guitar. I wonder what I can do for them in return. We are so close that we spend most of our time together. And I become so attached to the group that I kinda starting to feel sad when the weekends approach - won't be able to see my friends :(
But chengyuen being chengyuen, sometimes I will just think too much, unnecessarily. (Yea, I know in this aspect I am totally like a girl :/ since when are guys so sensitive about this kind of things?) "Why are they treating me so nicely? Are they genuine? Or are they just acting?" Sometimes I don't even know whether whatever they do or say is unintentional or with purpose. Putting these stupid thoughts aside, I will also sometimes think too much into the future. This awesome group will not stay long. 天下無不散之筵席, sooner or later they will find the other half and leave the group. OR when next year comes, everyone of us will be put into different pillars and it will be much much harder for us to stay close to each other. One of my friends was telling me that she hoped that her band will stay as a band even after they graduate so that they can perform as a band in the future. This idea is really really cool, and it serves as a platform for the people to meet up. Sadly I am not in a band :( Sigh
Talked to my friend about it and I realised how stupid I was. Since I have acknowledged how short we are going to stay together as a group, instead of mourning for what is going to happen, I should be enjoying this short moment with them. (*nod* makes sense)
Anyway, looking forward to next term, especially the design class.
