人蜂大战

今天超窘的！

傍晚没事做，就一直在打电脑。然后就突然“嚏嗒”一声，一个黑色的东西飞到我的桌上。。结果呢。。。立刻有无数条紫线从我头上滑下来。。。是只蜜蜂咧!

除了小蚂蚁、蚊子之类的小昆虫我还不怕，但对于其他的昆虫，我就像是有天生的恐惧感！

反正它就是在我房间里乱飞，一直在厕所附近停留啦！我一手拿着卷起来的纸，另一只手拿着我的秘密武器——球拍，就这样和那只蜜蜂对峙了十五分钟！！然后就突然灵机一动，使出绝招——打电话！！

想做就做，立刻拿起电话打给隔壁房的陈晨。哎呀！他没在！不知他跑去莱初干嘛了？反正我心里就一直想：死啦死啦！怎么还不飞出去？（门是开着的）管它的，先冲出去再说。然后就丢下球拍和纸卷，随手拿起空的罐子（上次本来是要洗后晾干然后拿来装饼干的，结果太懒所以还放在桌上）冲了出去。

本想趁蜜蜂掉在地上时把它捉起来，但就是怕它会一直飞起来。结果我就在门外挣扎了五分钟，结果还是放弃啦。。。。立刻跑到Zhang Yue的房间，结果不在，却看到Duanhao。。Yeah，救星！

他拿过我的罐子，站在蜜蜂旁边，很悠闲地用罐子把蜜蜂捉住了。。。。。。。。。。。。这次轮到我满头黑线。。。那么简单？！O.O

实在太窘了。。。呼，还好蜜蜂被消灭了。。。

lucky star no longer blinds my eyes

hey hey tell u a bad news: i lost in the semis!!

that was really a wasted match man... even though it was indeed a good match as if it was the finals, even though i was against the top seed, even though i did play well, i still felt disappointed. though i did not show it in front of them.

there was a chance for me to win the game during the second set. i was leading 20-18! and i missed the chance!! i should have finished him off! and the little mistakes that i made led me to my failure by score 21-18, 22-24, 17-21...

true, everyone said that it was a good match.. but somehow i just can't really cheer up... maybe i see this as a failure that should not be made and i can only get bronze this year, but something inside me knows that it was the problem of how lucky he was to have a very easy draw..

well, i know the way i think is kinda selfish as, who knows, last year i might have the same easy draw too so that i could get champ. however, i did fight my heart out in semis when i was against Gerald Ong, and in finals, Yi Chye. but for him? there was not even one opponent who was tough enough to get him pinned down..

and u know what? i just got the news that the guy who won me, Nattapol, will be walkover in the finals as he will be representing thailand in World junior Championship! he is giving him the champion for free! Oh how lucky he is!

this is what my usual self has in mind. but for my more rational self, i realized that this is a good lesson and experience. it let me know that i cannot always depend on luck. winning by luck isn't something that is honourable. instead, winning by your own strength is something that should be proud of.

winning Nattapol is indeed a bonus for my pursuit in this championship. losing to him only shows that there is a chance that i can beat him with my own strength and there is still room for improvement. at least i did not get into the finals by luck. (though it is still disappointing me)

anyway, i still enjoy the match.. whew, it was really tiring.. (i guess i will be damn down for another few days...)

the last official homegroup

it has been ten weeks since school starts. finally, it was our last official homegroup.

throughout these ten weeks, we had been working closely with the teacher, Mr Paul Lim, who is the best teacher i have ever met. we had a really great time working together. we all enjoyed it.

during the last homegroup, Mr Paul (my friends thought that the way i call the teacher was weird because usually they call him Mr Lim) gave us something special for being the first OrgComm: a RLP2 group photo and a key chain.

RLP2 group photo - the 1st and best OrgComm ever!

he gave us key chains with purpose in which the appearance of the key chains represented what he thought about us as the OrgComm. my key chain is a wolf... well, what he (or the other OrgComm) said as 披着羊皮的狼.. u might think that the purpose he gave me this was because i was a pervert?! No! he thought that i am a person who does not show his talent. i have a lot of idea in my mind, or to be more precise, there is a different me inside me, just that i never show it. i can be very reserved or quiet but there is a non-reserved me somewhere inside me. just set the farewell dinner in Surabaya as an example. i guess this is a compliment? :D

披着狼皮的羊。。

a perfect combination...

天下无不散之筵席

天下无不散之筵席，I understand this phrase and totally agree with it. however, the feeling when the day comes is really not that manageable, especially when the relationship between you and other people is so close.

i, in Singapore, have gone through once, and i am going to experience it again tomorrow.

the first time when this complicated feeling came up to me was during the time after RIBT got its national runner-up. the end of the nationals indicated the leaving of the Sec 4s'09. even though i was in the team for less than even half year, i was really into the team, especially the Sec 4s'09. well, perhaps partly because they are same age as me.

i still remember during that period, i kept asking myself why are they leaving so soon? even though RIBT remains the same, somehow the feeling/atmosphere would be different with the absence of the Sec 4s'09.

now, it comes the second time. i don't even have to wait for tomorrow, the complicated feeling has started disturbing me.

frankly, i have this kind of feeling is not because of the RLP students, but the OrgComm. when i joined the comm, i didn't know any of the members except JP who is in the same class with me. however when time passed, the seven of us got really close and i really enjoyed the time with them. i realised that this friendship would not be able to develop if the faith did not give a helping hand. i really treasure this friendship that we have. just to note down the names of the OrgComm: Shawn Tan Ting Jie, Sun Gangyi, Seah Ern Xu, Joshua Phang, Koh Zhi You, Feng Yuhui and me.

being the lucky one, i am able to continue staying in the comm. however, the same feeling arises-"how would the next batch of OrgComm be like?" "would i enjoy as much as i did when i was together with RLP2 OrgComm?"-everything will be different no matter how much i hate it.

however, think from another angle, who knows if things will turn out badly? like RIBT, isn't everything still on the track? perhaps i can also work peacefully with the new OrgComm..