天下无不散之筵席

天下无不散之筵席，I understand this phrase and totally agree with it. however, the feeling when the day comes is really not that manageable, especially when the relationship between you and other people is so close.

i, in Singapore, have gone through once, and i am going to experience it again tomorrow.

the first time when this complicated feeling came up to me was during the time after RIBT got its national runner-up. the end of the nationals indicated the leaving of the Sec 4s'09. even though i was in the team for less than even half year, i was really into the team, especially the Sec 4s'09. well, perhaps partly because they are same age as me.

i still remember during that period, i kept asking myself why are they leaving so soon? even though RIBT remains the same, somehow the feeling/atmosphere would be different with the absence of the Sec 4s'09.

now, it comes the second time. i don't even have to wait for tomorrow, the complicated feeling has started disturbing me.

frankly, i have this kind of feeling is not because of the RLP students, but the OrgComm. when i joined the comm, i didn't know any of the members except JP who is in the same class with me. however when time passed, the seven of us got really close and i really enjoyed the time with them. i realised that this friendship would not be able to develop if the faith did not give a helping hand. i really treasure this friendship that we have. just to note down the names of the OrgComm: Shawn Tan Ting Jie, Sun Gangyi, Seah Ern Xu, Joshua Phang, Koh Zhi You, Feng Yuhui and me.

being the lucky one, i am able to continue staying in the comm. however, the same feeling arises-"how would the next batch of OrgComm be like?" "would i enjoy as much as i did when i was together with RLP2 OrgComm?"-everything will be different no matter how much i hate it.

however, think from another angle, who knows if things will turn out badly? like RIBT, isn't everything still on the track? perhaps i can also work peacefully with the new OrgComm..